23 February 2026
He Knows Our Future
24 January 2026
Listening to the Silence
There's just something about the snowy silence that speaks to my soul.
I was thinking about this Scripture as I walked:
"In Your Presence is fullness of joy" ~Psalm 16:11~
And I realized that while walking on the snow in the silence of the woods with no other humans around me, I did have joy. I did feel like I was in the Presence of God. I'm not one to usually embrace Winter but as I've been retired now from teaching for the last 2 years going on 3, I've learned that there's a beauty to this part of God's creation that I just never appreciated before. I'd rush off to work, run to do grocery shopping afterwards, stay in where it's warm, and do chores and then repeat. When the girls were little I would send them outdoors to play in the snow and they loved it, or as a family we would go sledding at the nearest elementary school where there is a good sized hill, but for the most part, we stayed indoors during the long months of January and February.
Just like the Son will return one day......and our darkness will turn to Light, and the Winter will turn to Summer....and all will be restored.
17 January 2026
With Confidence
Have you ever wondered if what you are reading is accurate information? I'm thinking of the various online "news" sources, social media posts, commentaries on Scripture.
I have. I know the sites that I trust but I've often wondered if they're solid. (Biblically speaking). I am talking about the ones explaining Scripture or giving me cultural/historical context of the Bible passage.
I think about these things because I am a small group Bible Study leader with my church. I've been volunteering in this since 2011. I do enjoy it and I did take a Sabbatical one year to attend an evening class at the church so I could get "fed" my self. It was back when I was teaching full time (special ed prek) and I honestly craved that evening time with other people learning the Word of God.
Now, in this upcoming Winter semester, I have 7 ladies in the group and we are doing a study about how to study Scripture and find the main idea in the passage/verse. The book is on my side bar (Sweeter than Honey). Any book that a leader wants to use must be approved by our pastoral staff. It was approved and out of those 7 ladies, I have 3 who are rather new to reading the Word of God and new to Christianity.
I don't always have the confidence that the online sources I point them to are legit or worthwhile.
So this week, I emailed all 3 of our pastoral team: our senior pastor, the site pastor, and our Spiritual Formations Director who is the head of all the small groups, classes and ministries that people lead. He is currently working on his masters of theology from a seminary. He's quite smart as are the two pastors. I listed for them the various resources I have pointed people to: Bible Gateway, BibleRef, Desiring God (A calvinist theology where I am more Arminian but John Piper is an awesome author and teacher so I like his website), Bible Hub, Christianity Today, Bible.org, StudyLight.org. I asked them if these were all legit and for any recommendations they might have.
And guess what??
They all got back to me and all of them said they are excellent resources and we can trust the commentary from them. These pastors even use those resources themselves! One of them also recommended gotquestions.com and it's awesome. It literally has thousands of questions answered about the Bible or specific Scriptures.
My confidence rose up and getting that confirmation from my 3 leaders really made my day. I'm thankful God put Dave and I in this church with leaders who actually get to know us and care about how we run our small groups, etc.
I'm learning to trust what God puts on my heart. I'm learning to listen to that still, small Voice. I don't want to put my confidence in mankind because we make mistakes. Now, are all of these sources perfect? No. They are sources written by men and women and none of us are perfect. Some might have different convictions about theology than I do. But when my pastors say they trust them, they mean they are all Bible based. Some might have differing views politically and socially and that's ok.
As long as they are Bible-based, I can point my study members to them with the understanding that some convictions and preferences might be different from ours. The main thing is the essentials: the core Biblical truths.
God is teaching me to have confidence in leading. I find it harder to lead/teach adults than little ones with special needs. But He has me doing this for a reason and I'm excited to have some confidence in beginning this new study and learning more about how to study His Word, right along with the ladies.
He will give me the emotional strength I need. And I thank Him for my leaders confirming my sources. 😊
07 January 2026
Quiet Confidence
My "word of the year" is confidence. The scripture I'm basing it on is from Proverbs 14 (see sidebar), but today I'm meditating on the Scripture found in Isaiah 30:15 from the New Living translation:
"In quietness and confidence is your strength"
I have seen so many secular quotes about confidence through the years.....some on social media, some in books or magazines. Here's one I like but it's not totally true, is it??
" Nothing is Impossible..the word itself says I'm possible"~Audrey Hepburn 1929-1993~)
When we place our lives in Christ, He gives us the confidence we need to do the things He asks of us. He is the Source of Strength. With God all things are possible. There's nothing too hard for Him. When I'm living for an Audience of One, I'm confident. This is more true when we are living in His will and doing the things He purposes for us.
I love these Scriptures that remind me of just Who God is and how He affects my life...my plans...my dreams....
and this
Those are the Scriptures I'm meditating on this week.
As I move into January and the new year of 2026, I am hoping to gain confidence in sharing my story.....in sharing what Christ has done for me.....mainly with family members who don't know Him in a personal way.....who don't lean on God through the difficult times....who sometimes have even cursed God.....
I have the tools.......
now for that quiet confidence.
01 January 2026
2026 GOALS
Definition of the word "resolution": a firm decision to do or not to do something.
Definition of the word "Goal": the result or achievement towards which effort is directed.
I've never been one to make resolutions for the new calendar year because they're so easily broken. Because I've been trained in grad school to write IEPs (Individual Education Plans for special needs children or adults), I've tended to set goals with objectives for my self. As I've become older, now I just have generalized goals. Here are mine for the new year, 2026. I actually met most of last year's goals minus two: I wanted to read 60 books this past year, but instead the number is 58.5 HA! and I wanted to host one couples game night and that also did not happen. Oh well....here's to another year!
PERSONAL PHYSICAL GOALS
- HIKE ON NEW-to-ME TRAILS: one in the Adirondacks, one in the Catskills, and one in Vermont.
- WALK 2.5 MILES either Nordic style (new to me!) or brisk pace 4X WEEKLY
- COLLAGEN DAILY: use 2 scoops of collagen daily in my morning coffee
RELATIONAL GOALS
- CONTINUE TO HAVE DATE NIGHTS WITH DAVE once a month
- MOM-DAUGHTER COFFEE/LUNCH/DINNER DATES: Spring, Summer, Autumn
- MEET FRIENDS FOR COFFEE/LUNCH more often
- PLAN AND HOST A GAME NIGHT this winter or spring
- PLAN a BEACH BASH BBQ for friends/family
- CHRONOLOGICAL BIBLE READING (this is a daily devotional Bible)
- GO iPHONE FREE for one full day a month (decided on the first Sunday of each month)
- LEAD at least 2 women's small groups for 2026 (Sweeter than Honey plus one more)
- MEDITATION/PRAYER/YOGA STRETCHES every morning
29 December 2025
WORD FOR 2026
This Scripture has me meditating on it throughout the last couple of days.
In the warm sun sparkling on the snow a little bit ago, I was out walking and thinking about how my confidence in my self has slipped somewhat when I'm around certain extended family members or when I'm dealing with an extended family situation. And I realized.....wait a minute, Faith.....your confidence comes from the Lord. Don't allow others or Satan to steal your joy, your trust, your faith or your confidence. I'm probably not explaining myself well right now but I believe my "Word of the Year" for this new year is going to be Confidence and this Scripture will be my Scripture of the Year. I've been doing this since 2014.
Past years, my words have been: Still, Liberty, Simplify, Trust, Savor, Thrive, Believe, Joy, Hope, Shine, and this past year was Presence. For some reason I didn't have a "word of the year" for 2019.
So I'm going with Confidence. Although I feel like there are some strained relationships in the extended family, I'm still going to live my life the way God is leading me. I"m still going to lead the ministries and groups He has placed before me. I'm still going to engage in various volunteer service projects as God leads and have the confidence that I am a daughter of the Most High King and am living for an Audience of One. I don't have to explain my choices to others nor do I have to apologize to family members when Dave and I choose to do other things vs a family gathering. ( although we were planning on attending the last one until some people were uncomfortable with us being exposed to a daughter who had cold symptoms...I'm so glad I don't live in fear....we did understand, sort of.... but were also a bit perplexed as one of those people have been vaccinated!) We've chosen to not get the flu shot and so far this winter we have been healthy. Of course we eat a lot of citrus fruit and get enough sleep and drink lots of water on top of taking vitamins so I believe that helps. We move through our days confident that God will take care of us.
"In the fear of the Lord, one has strong confidence, and his children will have a refuge" ~Proverbs 14:26~
There is a security found in God when we revere Him. (fear Him). Having a deep respect of the Most High God...our Sovereign Father in Heaven, provides for us a refuge from the struggles of life, from the anxieties of life, the fear of man, and is a model for our children. Confidence in God gives one an inner freedom of peace, strength and security from the world. It's also a generational blessing so to speak: when I have a healthy fear of the Lord, my children (now young adults) have a shelter and reap the blessings.
Do you have a word for the new year? Did you have a word for 2025??
15 October 2025
Lifted Away
| along the trail up Balm of Gilead Mt Siamese Pond Wilderness Area Central Adirondacks |
I was hiking with just one other person and we were both chatty at the beginning, but as we began the climb to the summit, we stopped talking and became still. God's Word tells us to be still and know that He is God.
When I am still.....in mind and heart, especially, I feel like I can be more present in His Presence.
When thoughts are controlled and my mind is focused on God, I know my faith increases and the hope I have in Him is easier to grasp. Does that make sense?
It does if you're a Believer. By following Christ, not all of life is easy. There are trials to overcome because sin entered the world long, long ago even though God the Creator made a perfect place for humans and animals to dwell in.
But because of sin, we need a Savior to redeem us. Most of you know this and are followers of Him.
But sometimes.....life is just so darn hard!
That Friday, I was struggling with some inner thoughts that led to some inner doubts. I didn't discuss them with my friend although she is very wise and discerning and a wonderful prayer warrior.
I kept certain things to myself to talk to God about when I got to that summit.
| The first glimpse into the Siamese Pond Wilderness from the edge of the summit on Balm of Gilead mt. 3 October |
And He thinks about us, too. There's comfort in that. it does give me hope.
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| from the summit ledge where I sat in the Presence of God |
You don't have to hike a mountain to be in the Presence of God.
27 August 2025
Are You Yoked with Him?
A friend of mine who is putting together a devotional, wanted someone to write a short piece centered around these verses. I volunteered.
I started to think about how we are yoked with Jesus when we choose to walk with Him. This means we are committed to Him...it's a binding relationship. A yoke, from what I understand, is a wooden beam that joins two animals...often oxen...together. One pulls though....one bears the greater burden. This is symbolic of our yoke with Jesus. We work together with Him.
When we give Him our burdens, we are allowing Him to guide us through it. We learn from Jesus to be at rest and in that rest comes peace. It's a trust issue as well.
It made me think recently of the burden of my backpack on a mountain hike. Our destination was the fire tower on the summit of a mountain that stands at just under 3400 feet in elevation. It has a rather steep ascent for the last mile of the 2.8 mile hike up. The ascent wasn't the issue for me this time..my third time climbing the mountain in the last 15 years. Rather, it was the flat part of the trail. Why? because there was a very large tree, along with a shorter tree, lying directly across the trail. Both were old large pines. The trunks were so massive I couldn't get my leg up and over the larger one.
You can see me in the photo below trying to get up and over that 2nd tree. I ended up having to sit, swing my legs over, and then all was fine while I bushwhacked through waist high brush to get back on the trail about 800 yards away on the right. My new hiking member Evelyn had offered to take my pack. She would have lightened my load so to speak. I didn't take her up on the offer but I did appreciate knowing she had me covered in case I needed her help.
I had to slow way down, say a quick prayer that we wouldn't lose the trail, and trust that our instincts were correct. However, I was also trusting God to lead us! Knowing that 2 friends were behind me also helped.
and just like my friends and I were cheering each on......so too does the Lord cheer us on through our trials and burdens.
| on the Vanderwhacker Mt trail |
Jesus is always there to guide us, help us and lead us, isn't He? We just need to ask!
How do we learn to trust Jesus to take our burdens?
By being in His Presence daily. Talking with Him in prayer and meditation.
Reading the Scriptures.
Although we all have "yokes to bear"....our burdens are lifted when we give them over to the One who can carry them for us. We can rejoice in that assurance!
Just like my hiking friends and I rejoiced when we got to the top of that mountain fire tower!
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| Ping, me, Evelyn on the summit of Vanderwhacker Mt in the fire tower Central ADK |
21 April 2025
MONDAY MORNING MEDITATION
I'm continuing to make my way through Psalm 119, meditating on various sections of it slowly and throughout the week.
This morning I'm in verses 47-50.
Verse 48 popped out at me so I found a beautiful image (above) with it.
It reminds me of the raising of our hands during our Easter worship service yesterday. Being in the choir, I was able to look out over 830+ people at our 10 AM service and see so many hands raised in praise...especially during our rendition of He Shall Reign where we had inserted parts of the "Hallelujah Chorus" from Messiah by Handel.
Meditating on God's word...His statutes...brings me hope. Even in my trials.....as verse 50 calls "Afflictions".
Just like the morning sun is reviving me physically and mentally/emotionally...so too does meditating on God and His Word.
How I love to be in His Presence in the early morning.
Lifting up hands to His holiness today.......
........as I seek the Presence of the Son in the morning sun
12 April 2025
Look Up!
I saw clouds, grey skies and wet, white grass. White. Because it was snowing the kind of thick, wet flakes that don't stick on the roads but on the grass.
And I rolled my eyes and said "so much for Spring".
It seems to take a long time getting here this year in eastern New York.
I know we need the moisture but not seeing full sunshine for days on end gets downright dreary. At least in my opinion.
However, it reminded me of the Scripture that I've been reading throughout the week and meditating on. It's from Psalm 5. I've posted part of it in the image above.
What I've been reading is:
"Give ear to my words, O Lord, consider my meditation. Give heed to the voice of my cry, my King and my God, for to You I will pray. My voice You shall hear in the morning, O Lord, in the morning I will direct it to You, and I will look up." ~Psalm 5: 1-3~
and then this last part of verse 11:
"let those also who love Your name be joyful in You."
I can't help but think how we have our plans but God directs our steps. How things change on a whim sometimes it seems. Like Spring weather in the Northeast.
I'm glad and thankful that God doesn't change.
He always hears us.
He's always there.
He's always listening to our cries, our complaints, our confessions.
He always loves.
Look up to Him.....lift up your voice to Him and He will guide you, answer you, and surround you with His loving Presence.
19 March 2025
In the Sunshine
| morning sun over the backyard |
.....thoughts tumbling........
meditative moments reminding me of the Son rising from that dark pit to live again........
Last night, as I led the small group of ladies in our discussion, I felt an overwhelming love for them. The love of being united in Christ and the love of hearing their stories and experiences and their heart thoughts on the topic of being still and knowing God....as we journey on the lifestyle sanctification process.
like the sun rising, my thoughts were rising towards sharing deeper things....secret things.....and the trust we all have with one another.
If you can't share the deepest secrets of your heart with other women, we can share them with God Himself. He is always with us. He sees our heart and knows our past, present and future. He knows what we are going to say before we say it!
In the sun rising, I sit and contemplate some things I shared last evening.
Deep things....things that opened up wounds from my already wounded heart but that Jesus in His infinite love, mercy and grace healed so that the wound is just a tiny tear now. Time does not heal all wounds. That is so false. Jesus heals wounds when we allow Him to. In sharing of past experiences or sharing things that challenge us emotionally, we open our selves to the Son being able to raise in us an awareness of other women and their struggles. When we share with others, it shows others that they are not alone.
Sitting in the sun...in His Presence...is something I crave every day.
I can't imagine not sitting with a Scripture and meditating on it, giving Him my heart strings...and allowing Him to speak to me in that still, small Voice. I try to practice this daily. He wants to know us. He already does of course but He wants us to go deeper with Him like we go deeper with the ones we trust with our secrets.
God shines on us...let's allow Him to penetrate through to our very core..our inner heart.......as the sun shines down and penetrates through the morning clouds.
17 February 2025
Hide and Seek
"ready or not, here I come....."
This is what my daughters would shout out in the backyard as we played rounds and rounds of Hide and Seek. They're 5 years apart, so I played this for many years from when they were both ages 2-6. It was one of their favorite indoor and outdoor games. How they would giggle and laugh out loud as I came closer and closer and scooped them up saying "Found you!".
These memories came over me this morning when I was contemplating on the Scripture from Psalm 119 where David writes (most Biblical scholars believe it was David who wrote this particular psalm although this one is "unknown") that He has "hidden" the Word of God in his heart.
God's Words are so powerful that they can actually prevent people from sinning.
When we "hide" something in our hearts, it's tucked away. This takes many forms of course: reading the Scriptures, memorizing Scripture verses, meditating and/or journaling the Scripture, praying it over yourself or on behalf of someone....basically applying it to our lives.
Just like my little girls would hide away from me, in order for me to find them, so too should we hide away the Scriptures in our hearts so that we can find God......we look for God in His Word. And we find him there.
Jeremiah says:
When we are focused on God...with our whole hearts...truly seeking Him, we are less likely to not give in to temptations or to not become self-focused.
When we know the Word...truly know it and live it outloud, those times of finding God will be so precious and meaningful. We will be practicing the Presence of God. It's something I crave more and more each day.
and when I hide His Word in my heart,
He will "scoop me up" in His arms and I can shout "You found me".
Are you hiding the Word in your heart today?









































