Morning devotions, a strong cup of coffee and ....................
.....................pain.
Still.
It's been almost a week.
Pinched nerve in my leg on top of my frazzled nerves. Not knowing what caused this. Not feeling in control.
Overwhelmed by all the things on the 'to-do" list and why don't we see immediate, miraculous results from the Healer.............??
Psalm 146 after a passage in the New Testament about Jesus and His miracles of healing.
And this is what God wanted me to grasp today
The entire Psalm is a praise song followed by another praise song in Psalm 147. I was actually reading Psalm 147 when I noticed a devotional on the facing page. It was from Psalm 146. So I read the entire Psalm.
It was these verses that my eyes fixated on:
"Happy is he who has the God of Jacob for his help, whose hope is in the Lord his God, who made heaven and earth, the sea, and all that is in them; who keeps truth forever."
The devotional anecdote had the words of a famous American architect (Daniel Hudson Burnham)which stated:
"Make no little plans. They have no magic to stir men's blood. Make big plans: aim high in hope and work."
And then the devo author went on to ask "How big is your faith?" "How big is your God?"
And that got me to thinking about what David meant here and about what the devo writer was saying. How often do we just pray for God to get us through the day? How come we don't pray I John 5:14 into our lives, into our families, into our worlds, into our very being?
"This is the confidence that we have in Him, that if we ask anything according to His will, He hears us"
Aim high in hope, Faith. That's what God was whispering to me this morning:
HOPE!! I AM THE ALPHA AND OMEGA!!
I AM A BIG GOD!!!
I don't have to worry about this nerve pain. God opened a door for me to receive some physical therapy with 2 women who are patient, encouraging, and helping me target the problem.
God wants me to keep praising Him, no matter what. To keep hoping.
This might hinder some plans I have for vacation but I can work as if everything depends on me and I can pray as if everything depends on God.
Because it does! I can go directly to God and have the confidence He hears me. He understands my frustrations. He brings comfort in the form of intercessors and people who encourage and have wisdom, and physical therapy exercises!
I don't have to worry about this nerve pain. God opened a door for me to receive some physical therapy with 2 women who are patient, encouraging, and helping me target the problem.
God wants me to keep praising Him, no matter what. To keep hoping.
This might hinder some plans I have for vacation but I can work as if everything depends on me and I can pray as if everything depends on God.
Because it does! I can go directly to God and have the confidence He hears me. He understands my frustrations. He brings comfort in the form of intercessors and people who encourage and have wisdom, and physical therapy exercises!
So often, when I experience something physically wrong with me (which isn't often), I tend to become fixated on the problem, rather than continuing to be fixated on the One who can fix the problem!! Oh, I pray. But it is often with little faith....without fully trusting. Sometimes I am better at trusting than at other times. When pain hits me, it seems like all my spiritual maturity (what little I have!) just leaves.......I become obsessed with getting better, stronger, or I become a worry-wart! And I do NOT like that.
So today, over that strong cup of coffee and that wracking nerve pain, I decided to just praise the Lord anyways.....I am aiming high and hoping in Him.
And if He chooses for me to go through some physical therapy and some daily exercises to get my back and leg the way they are meant to feel, then I will embrace that!
I want, more than anything, to aim high....and put my hope in Him.
One of those hopes is, of course, to be pain-free in another week.
But the most important thing for me right now is to fully trust in Him. With my whole being....not just lip service.
My whole being praising Him, trusting Him......
........and aiming high.
7 comments:
Praying for you, Faith, that the nerve gets unpinched and God fully heals you. Pain is one of those things that really screams the loudest for attention so I can totally relate the overwhelmed feeling. May you sense the Lord above the noise that the pain is making!
Oh...thank you, Susanne!! I've only had a pinched nerve once before, years ago, in my neck but it went away in a day.....this just happened one morning last week....ugh...the therapists think i did something while painting!! I am determined to not get too overwhelmed and focus on Christ!! Thank you for your prayers.
Great post, Faith! It is becoming more and more apparent to me how much we need to understand what prayer is. So many people go through the motions and are not really praying, talking...to the One who hears when we pray. When I have been on my back "literally" because of back pain, I find it is a time that the Lord causes me to get more focused time with Him. It is a good time to be praying without trying to do other things at the same time. So I will be praying also that your time "on your back" will also be a good time of intimate fellowship..prayer, worship. <3
karen!!! Oh thanks for that!! Yes....more and more, especially in the last couple of years, I have gone from just saying a prayer to really TALKING with God (sometimes shouting, crying, moaning.....LOL)....He is our Friend, Lover, Redeemer, Physician!! And yes...while I'm "on my back"...er...stomach in this case, I am definitely having some special times...thank you for your thots and prayers!
I needed this today, Faith. I've been suffering with pain...my neck and back (bulging discs and possible pinched nerve in neck as well) my bad knee and carpal tunnel. I pray and pray and don't see results and I think sometimes God wants me to BE STILL. I'll definitely go to Psalms today. I'll also be in prayer for you too :)
Oh wow Melanie!! I will definitely pray for you too!! Yes...BE STILL and know that I am God!! The Psalms are a good place to start!
Thanks Faith!! I didn't get in the Psalms yet but definitely need to this weekend...AUGHH
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